I bought a plane ticket and flew to the city where Su Yanchi was filming.

I urgently needed him to prove that he still loves me, and in doing so, prove that I am not a scheming woman, let alone a jealous woman.

I arrived at the set and saw Su Yanchi joking around with other actor friends.

I saw Su Yanchi putting a coat on Chen Ruyu and brushing off the dust from her clothes.

There are many employees from Su Yanchi's company on this crew.

They recognized me and looked at me with strange and complex eyes, their gazes repeatedly shifting between me and Su Yanchi.

Those looks, along with the online comments, were like knives repeatedly tormenting me, both physically and mentally.

I felt the string in my mind breaking.

I held onto the last shred of sanity and the last trace of composure, but my voice trembled when I spoke.

I called out to him, "Su Yanchi..."

He didn't hear me.

He was immersed in the laughter of his friends, while I stood on the outskirts of that laughter.

Finally, a staff member went to tell him that I had come.

Then he looked up, following the direction indicated by the staff member, and made eye contact with me through the crowd.

As I watched his smile freeze, his mouth drop, and his bewildered expression, the string in my mind completely snapped.

Trembling, I raised my voice and shouted, "Su Yanchi..."

Tears fell with my voice, big drops that wouldn't stop.

I even felt my body trembling.

Perhaps seeing my tears, Su Yanchi hurriedly stood up and strode towards me.

He asked me, "Why are you here?"

Not "What happened?" but "Why are you here?"

Looking at my non-stop tears, he asked why I came to find him, not what happened and why I was crying.

So, in his heart, what happened to me, my emotions, my feelings, and my matters are no longer important. What's important is why I always appear in places where I shouldn't be.

Just like the online attacks during these past few days, does he really not know about them? Or does he just want to wait for this storm to pass, regardless of the person facing the storm being me? As long as it doesn't affect his best partner, his best friend, Chen Ruyu.

So, even though I've been accused and humiliated, he can pretend not to see it and continue laughing and joking with his friends.

At that moment, as I realized this, a smile suddenly appeared on my face, but tears kept flowing, making my expression somewhat ridiculous.

I tilted my head back, crying and choking, and said with a smile, "I feel cold, and I thought you might be cold here, so I wanted to see you. But it seems like you don't feel cold."

Su Yanchi furrowed his brows upon hearing my words.

Actually, I wanted to ask him why, why people's hearts are always fickle.

But I still didn't ask. I went back.

When I got off the plane, it was already dawn of the next day, and a new hot search appeared on Weibo.

#SuYanchi's girlfriend causes a scene on set late at night#

When I saw this trending topic without clicking into it, I already knew what they would say.

I suddenly felt so tired.

Years of hard work didn't compare to this moment of exhaustion.

So, after I went home and had a good sleep, I sent Su Yanchi a breakup text message.

It was simple; I only said one sentence.

[Su Yanchi, let's break up.]

After sending that message, I started packing my things.

Because of the online comments, my job was breached, and now I'm just an unemployed person.

But it doesn't matter; I happen to be tired and need a good rest.

So, with my simple luggage, I bought a ticket to Xinjiang and set off.