《Loss》
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The Substitute Who Fell into the Light
A year ago, I noticed abnormal bruises on my sister's body, as if her body was decaying as if drained by someone.
It wasn't until after her death that I saw the truth in the diary.
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Sunlight Tearing Apart the Cracks
I crawled in the darkness, enduring being trampled upon.
It seemed my world was destined to be dark until I met that gentle man, who carefully maintained my worthless pride time and time again.
My heart beat uncontrollably, and I saw light tearing through the cracks.
But then he had to leave.
He told me, "If one day the outside light disappears, don't be afraid, you can become the light that shines on yourself."
I said, "I can't."
He left me behind and walked away.
Three years later, I stood before his grave...
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Frequent Dreaming Day and Night
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During the wedding vows, I noticed my drug enforcement girlfriend who had passed away two years ago, sitting in the corner, silently watching me.
Before my rational mind could react, my eyes were already teary.
I was trembling all over.
The emcee smiled and said, "It seems our groom is too moved, marrying his beloved, he must be very happy. Let's give her a round of applause, everyone!"
Family and friends started clapping.
She smiled, lowered her head, poured a drink, raised her glass towards me from afar, and drank it all in one go.
I falteringly recited the vows, "In this lifetime, I will be loyal to you, no matter life or death, no matter..."
I couldn't continue.
Those were supposed to be words for her.
The bride gently wiped away the tears on my face, tiptoed to kiss me.
In the corner of my eye, that corner was now empty.
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Grandfather is a Scavenger
My grandfather was a scavenger.
He picked me up from the garbage, and also picked out my food and tuition.
But that night, he was beaten to death by a few hooligans in the corner of the wall.
The reason was just that he walked too slowly, bothering the hooligans' eyes.
Later, I became the hooligans' big brother, enthusiastically helping them "make a name for themselves"!
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