When Chen Donglai said this, my eyes instantly turned red.

If it weren't for me suppressing it, I could have punched him and slammed him against the wall.

"What do you mean?"

"Didn't you ask me how I paid back the money back then?"

From his words, I learned that.

Shen Ming sold the goods and the store in his hands, raised some money, but Hu Sanshizi asked for a large sum, which was simply not enough.

Lin Mo contacted various channels.

Selling organs.

From what he knew, Lin Mo sold one of his kidneys, a cornea, and various other things.

Even sold the uterus.

Only then did they have enough money.

After listening, I was so angry that my teeth itched, my fists clenched, tears held back, like a wild beast about to prey on someone.

"But don't blame me, I did take the agreed 150,000 back then, I didn't ask for a penny more, all given to Hu San."

"Ah, I have a bad temper, but at least I didn't go too far, Lin Mo is really pitiful, back then seeing her like that, I really couldn't bear to take more."

"Think about it, she sold all the parts she could, so many years without any news, it's highly probable she's dead."

"With so many organs missing, how can a person survive..."

He muttered to himself, I couldn't hear him anymore due to my brain being overwhelmed with blood, maybe I heard it back then, but I definitely can't remember it now.

I couldn't describe what kind of emotions I had at that time.

Anger, heartache, regret, pity, all mixed together.

A very complex feeling, in the end, all I could do was let out a roar and punch the wall heavily.

After learning about Lin Mo's news from Chen Donglai, I felt like I had lost my backbone.

Days passed in a daze, not even hoping for a reduced sentence, as if living without any purpose.

At night when I couldn't sleep, I would think about the time when Lin Mo and I sat on the railing of the bridge together.

If that time I didn't save her, let her drown directly, it should have been a relief for her. She wouldn't have suffered so much later.

If I had jumped first and my leg cramped, we both died in the river, it would have been a relatively happy and romantic thing, right?

Is she really dead now?

I'm sorry, Lin Mo.