I lay on the bed, my thoughts surging like a tide, memories constantly flooding back, and I remembered the days when Lu Yan played me like a dog.

I remember one time, Lu Yan's friends called him to go to KTV for drinks.

At that time, Lu Yan didn't know Su Niannian yet, he was just a confused and decadent rich kid.

Our families were old friends, we grew up together.

It was almost one in the morning, Lu Yan suddenly called me, "Lin Zhi, I miss you."

I froze in place.

I've always liked Lu Yan since I was a child, it's not a secret.

Lu's mother even suggested that I should marry Lu Yan in the future.

She said, "Actually, Xiaoyan still likes Xiaozhi deep down, otherwise, why would he use a TV cloth as a veil to cover Xiaozhi's head and play bride when they were kids, right?"

But Lu Yan always impatiently avoided it, "Just playing around, why take it so seriously? Can't handle it?"

There was always a thick wall between me and Lu Yan.

I never thought that Lu Yan, whom I despised so much, would call me in the early morning and say he missed me.

"Lin Zhi, why aren't you talking?" Lu Yan asked again.

"I heard you." I was momentarily excited, choked up.

"I want to see you," he said again.

Lu Yan sent me a location, telling me to go there to find him. He had just finished drinking with friends and wanted me to accompany him to feel the night breeze and sober up.

I actually agreed at that moment.

It was bone-chilling in the early hours of late autumn, the wind was piercing, even breathing felt difficult.

I took a taxi and arrived at the location Lu Yan specified, but there was no one there, only the howling cold wind mocking me: I was deceived.

I was not convinced, so I called again to confirm, "Lu Yan, where are you?"

There was a chorus of mocking laughter on the other end of the phone, after a while, Lu Yan finally spoke, "Just kidding, did you really believe it?"