I have indeed lost all contact with Lu Yinong.

She is like a drop of water, merging into the vast ocean, never to be salvaged again.

I continue to study, do exercises, and learn languages as usual.

Zhou Te said, "Where did Lu Yinong go? Lu Yinong is living in you. Take a look at yourself in the mirror. When you're doing exercises and giving presentations, you look exactly like her."

I couldn't help but laugh.

He pointed at me again and said, "Look at you, look at the indifferent way you laugh. You're the spitting image of Lu Yinong, but in male form."

I surrendered and asked him not to say anymore.

I haven't told Zhou Te about my separation from Lu Yinong.

He only knows that Lu Yinong is going to be a narcotics officer, but there are many different types of narcotics officers.

He doesn't know that Lu Yinong is going to be the most dangerous type.

Penetrate deep into enemy territory, retaliate with bloodshed, uproot everything.

It's the goal she set for herself from a young age, even if it costs her life.

She always carries that heavy tombstone on her back.

I no longer date.

No one can compare to Lu Yinong. How could they possibly surpass her?

I become more and more plain. All the trendy items I bought for Lu Yinong have been sent back home by me.

In the school wardrobe, there are only solid-colored clothes. I can wear any of them casually.

Zhou Te was right. I have turned myself into Lu Yinong.

Because she loved wearing solid colors.