After Lu Yinong left, I often wake up from my dreams.

I dream of those cruel scenes in movies and novels.

I dream that those who have been tortured all become Lu Yinong's face.

When I woke up this day, I was covered in cold sweat and my heart was beating fast.

I looked at my phone again, it was 3:10 in the morning.

Zhou Teyue climbed over the fence and punched me, lowering his voice: "You woke me up with your damn sleep talking! Another nightmare?"

I wiped the sweat off and looked up, "I dreamt that Lu Yinong had an accident, her car fell into the river with her."

Zhou Teyue fell silent for a moment and asked, "Did you tell her before?"

I stared at the top of the mosquito net and blinked, "No. She's already under a lot of pressure, I don't want to make it difficult for her."

Zhou Teyue said, "Actually, Lu Yinong already knows."

I turned over and looked at him, "What did she tell you?"

Zhou Teyue seemed a little guilty and hesitated for a while before saying, "After the birthday party, Lu Yinong asked me if letting go would be the best choice for you."

I asked, "How did you answer?"

Zhou Teyue said, "I said it's impossible. If you let go, it's like signing Xie Yizhou's death warrant."

I asked, "What was her reaction?"

Zhou Teyue laughed, "Don't you know your girlfriend? No reaction, just standing there without moving, no emotions on her face. Who knows what she's thinking?"

He boasted again, "How about that? I said it well, right? She actually can't bear to let go, hahaha."

I laughed along, but as I laughed, my heart started to ache.

Letting go is like signing my own death warrant.

But if I don't let go, I might really lose my life.

Lu Yinong, how much agony were you going through back then?