I took the diagnosis and went to the school to apply for a leave of absence.

I decided to leave this city.

That way Zhou Fansheng would not have to see me again, and would not have to suffer.

I didn't have much luggage, and a suitcase held everything.

I didn't tell anyone that I was leaving, I just dragged my luggage to the train station.

I didn't know where I was going, wherever there were available tickets, that's where I bought.

The train roared by, and I left.

I arrived in a small town and rented a house casually.

It's not bad here, surrounded by mountains and rivers, the friendly residents also introduced the local specialties to me.

I rarely went out, afraid that I would get sick and not find my way back home.

Almost every day I lay in bed, my mind empty and blank.

To prevent Zhou Fansheng from finding me, I threw away my old phone card and got a new number.

Time passed quickly, and before I knew it, two months had passed, and the Spring Festival was approaching.

On the day of the Spring Festival, I went out.

I wanted to welcome the new year.

To prevent myself from suddenly getting sick, I specially placed a note on my hand, hoping I could find my way home with this note.

But fate had other plans, after I fell ill, I completely forgot about the note.

I wandered aimlessly in the streets and alleys, wanting to go home but not knowing which way to go.

Perhaps I have no home?

Gradually, I got tired, and with no other choice, I just found a corner to sleep in.

I was awakened by the cold and felt hungry.

With no money on me, my heart raced with hunger, and I looked towards the trash cans on the corner.

So I roamed, forgetting time, forgetting dates.

When Zhou Fansheng found me, I was already in a sorry state, he looked at me in surprise, then suddenly hugged me.

“Why didn't you tell me you were sick? It was Tang Jiyun who told me about it, do you know how worried I was about you?

“I'm sorry, Shen Nuo, I'm sorry."

I stood there stupidly and let him hug me, not understanding why he was so excited.

I patted his back and sincerely asked, "I'm hungry, can you give me some food?"

A drop of water fell on my neck, I thought it was raining, but when I looked up, the sky was still clear.

It turned out he was crying.

Zhou Fansheng took me back.

And went to the hospital for the first time, after a series of tests, Tang Jiyun said that my condition had worsened and I needed to be hospitalized for treatment.

So I checked into the hospital, and Zhou Fansheng always came to see me.

But he was a strange person, he would cry secretly by himself, and would always apologize to me.

I always asked him who he was, but by the time he came next time, I would forget again.

One day, Zhou Fansheng brought me my favorite chicken leg, he said, as long as I called out his name, he would give me the chicken leg to eat.

I looked at him, but no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't remember.

“I don't know, I don't know, I can't remember."

Zhou Fansheng let out a sigh, he took out a photo from his pocket.

It was a picture of a boy hugging a girl, sweet smiles on their faces.

Zhou Fansheng pointed to the boy in the photo and asked, "Do you know him?"

I took the picture and looked at it carefully, a faint memory seemed to stir in my mind.

“Ah, I remember," I said, "Zhou Fansheng."

“His name is Zhou Fansheng.”

I looked up expectantly, hoping he would praise me, but I saw that he was crying.

Confused, I asked, “Why are you crying again, please don't cry.”

I suddenly hit my head hard, “Right, Zhou Fanrou, where is she, why hasn't she come to see me?

“Has she not forgiven me yet?”

I lay back in bed, “I don't want chicken legs anymore, can you help me tell Zhou Fanrou, I want to say sorry to her, come and see me in my dreams.

“I miss her.”

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