Shen Yi suddenly proposed to travel with me and tour the country.

Shen's mother did not agree to let him go far away.

But he insisted on going, and Shen's mother did not stop him.

She said to me, "Let him do what he wants to do, so that there will be no regrets."

We went to see the vast blue sea, the boundless desert, climbed the highest mountain, watched the most beautiful sunset, and felt the natural wind between mountains and rivers.

We lay on the large grassland together, looking at the blue sky.

Shen Yi said to me, "Xiao Xi, whenever you are unhappy in the future, remember to look up at the sky, vast and boundless, and then you will find that everything else becomes insignificant."

I couldn't help but be attracted by the sun, gently covering my eyes and peeking through a crack.

I said, "I like to look at the sun, it represents daytime, and when I see it, the night ends."

Shen Yi turned his head and lightly touched my forehead with his lips.

"Xiao Xi, if one day the sun disappears, all the light outside disappears, don't be afraid, you can become the light that shines on yourself."

I hugged his waist, leaned against his chest, listened to the sound of his beating heart, and softly said, "I can't."

...

We spent three peaceful and happy years together with Shen Yi.

He turned thirty-one, and we exceeded the deadline set by the doctor.

He said to me, "Xiao Xi, I never dared to hope before that I could have a loved one by my side, and now these days are so happy."

I said, "We still have many more days like this."

But recently, his frequency of illness has been increasing.

It really came to this moment, and I didn't panic as I had imagined.

I could already be as calm as him.

After all, we had long seen the end.

Finally, one late night, Shen Yi left, he went into the emergency room, and then came out covered in white cloth.

A few days before, he said he bought a house by the sea for me, where I could see the sunrise and sunset every day, he said he wanted to move there with me.

He said if he couldn't make it, let my eyes see it for him.

He also said he still had many regrets to fulfill, he wanted to travel the world and see all the world's scenery.

He asked me to promise him, to help him achieve it.

He knew I would never refuse him.

I didn't break my promise, I went to the house he wanted me to go to, and I worked hard to complete the things he hadn't had time to do.

Three years later.

On a rainy, dark night, his death anniversary.

I returned to his grave.

I said to him, "Shen Yi, the world is too big."

"I am really tired alone, I can't walk anymore."

"So many people, not one figure like yours, I am almost forgetting what you looked like."

...

"Shen Yi, I miss you so much..."

"I am going to break my promise, please don't be angry."

After a night passed, the rain finally washed away the bright red of life.

The sky was clear and the sun rose.

(The End)