I am with Shen Yi now.

He doesn't even let me go to work or leave him for a moment.

I find it funny looking at him.

I really won't seek death anymore, but he doesn't believe me every time I explain.

He doesn't understand that as long as he is there, I won't do that anymore.

To make him believe, I seriously said to him, "Shen Yi, let's get married."

I saw him obviously freeze, and I knew it was because he was afraid.

With that certificate, he and I are truly tied together.

He's afraid, isn't it because he's afraid that if he leaves at such a young age, he'll leave me widowed?

I forced him, "If you don't marry me, then there's no need for us to continue."

He immediately agreed, as expected.

I finally met his family.

Shen Yi's mother took the time to meet me.

Shen Yi told me that his mother wasn't neglecting him; it's just that his father passed away early, and his mother was busy managing the company.

He also has a younger brother who will inherit the family business in the future.

And he's just a dispensable presence in the company. His mother allows him to participate in the company's affairs if he wants to, and if he doesn't want to, it's fine, as long as he's given enough freedom.

When I saw his mother, she looked like a powerful career woman who is decisive and efficient.

She asked me directly, "Do you know Shen Yi's situation?"

I nodded, "Yes."

"Then why do you still want to marry him? What are you after?"

"I like him and want to be with him, that's all."

"I am his mother, I understand his situation. To put it bluntly, I don't even know how long he can live. He could close his eyes any time and never wake up again."

Shen's mother stared at me sharply, "In this situation, I don't believe you're not after something."

I understand her concerns. It's normal for anyone to have such thoughts.

"Auntie, what I'm saying is true."

She looked at me and fell silent for a moment, "I'm sorry, I can't agree to your marriage."

Shen Yi found out about this.

He assured me earnestly, "I will definitely convince my mother to agree to this marriage. Trust me."

I smiled and hugged him, nestling in his arms.

"It's okay, let's not get married then. We're fine like this."

Shen Yi was puzzled, "Didn't you say before..."

"I was teasing you."

I didn't want him to have an unpleasant argument with his mother. Anyway, I know that even without that piece of paper, I will still be by Shen Yi's side.

Marriage was just to put his mind at ease, but since it's not possible, I'll show him through my actions later.

I'm willing to be with him, but on the other hand, I need him to be with me.

Shen Yi saw through me a long time ago; I really can't be alone.

I couldn't help but sigh in his embrace.

If he leaves, I will be alone again.

I made up my mind long ago, I will definitely follow him and not let him be lonely.