I was eating the grapes peeled by Lu Siyan, feeling uncomfortable with a blocked nose.

"Are you feeling unwell again?" Lu Siyan patted my back and comforted me softly, "I have contacted leukemia experts from around the world, and you will soon be free from pain."

I couldn't help but shed tears.

Why?

Why are you being so good to me?

I have hurt you so maliciously.

Being good to me is not worth it.

"Jingyu, don't cry," Lu Siyan said as he wiped away my tears with a handkerchief, "I have been with you all the time."

"Lu Siyan." I couldn't help but throw myself into his arms.

My heart hurts so much, it's broken into pieces.

I lost fifteen pounds in seven days, and when I washed up and looked in the mirror, the person inside scared me and I dropped the water glass.

I look too emaciated.

Lu Siyan had all reflective objects covered up, but I knew I looked ugly.

"Lu Siyan, am I no longer beautiful?" I asked him with red eyes.

Lu Siyan said firmly that I will always be the most beautiful.

I started coughing up blood and couldn't sleep all night.

Lu Siyan stayed with me every night, telling me stories to make me brave.

Getting pricked for blood tests every day drove me to the brink of collapse, and I told him I didn't want to be treated anymore.

Lu Siyan held me, pleading with a mournful voice for me to hold on a little longer.

After the fifth round of chemotherapy, I didn't want to stay in the hospital, so Lu Siyan took me to the aquarium.

When a dolphin licked my palm, I asked Lu Siyan how long I could live.

Lu Siyan's smile froze on his face, then he took out a ring and kneeled down:

"Jingyu, will you marry me?"

I remembered the first year he was expelled from the Lu family, and all his bank cards were frozen by Lu Father.

We were living in a damp basement, and he proposed to me with a lychee.

At that time, I agreed to him without hesitation.

But now, I can't harm him.

Lu Siyan looked desolate, he put the ring on a red string and hung it around my neck.