I lowered my eyes and looked at his knees, holding his hand tight.

Because I was in a bad mood, I couldn't fall asleep during my nap and happened to hear the argument between Lu Siyan and Xu Qingyuan.

"I see my own fiancee still needs to report to you!" Xu Qingyuan lowered his voice indignantly questioned, "Who do you think you are!"

"The situation at the Xu's is not very good, Mr. Xu still has the leisure." Lu Siyan replied leisurely.

"Career is not as important as Jingyu. This is not Mr. Lu's personal experience." Xu Qingyuan sneered, "You almost died in prison for Jingyu. Does Jingyu care?"

After a long silence, Lu Siyan slowly spoke.

"She doesn't need to know."

"Lu Siyan, why bother, she won't live long anyway." Xu Qingyuan softened his tone, "You abandoned the colossal wealth for her and the Lu family, do you regret it?"

"You are also going against me for her sake." Lu Siyan retorted.

"Ha." Xu Qingyuan sneered, but did not reply.

I gripped the doorknob wanting to rush out and ask him what he was hiding from me.

Almost died in prison.

Was he detained?

But I didn't have the courage to open the door to the ward.

Chen Yu was right, I was just a coward.

I was selfish and ruthless, only thinking about myself.

Lu Siyan disagreed with Xu Qingyuan visiting me, and ten minutes later he approached me with a washed fruit plate.

"Awake?"

I realized I didn't understand him at all. Under that indifferent smile, how much bitterness and helplessness were hidden?

With what attitude is he facing my unreasonable tantrums time and time again, and the hurtful words?

I couldn't help but think of the day we broke up four years ago, it was pouring rain.

Lu Siyan was beaten all over by his father's men, he still didn't believe I didn't want him.

He reached out to me, as long as I held onto him.

He could pretend nothing had happened.

I crushed his hope with a three billion check:

"Master Lu, don't be foolish, I don't want to suffer with you, I don't want to live in a damp basement.

"How long will it take for you to earn three billion on your own?"

"I'm getting married to Xu Qingyuan, will you attend the wedding?" I raised the wedding ring in my hand.

Lu Siyan spat out blood, before losing consciousness, he said bitterly:

"Shen Jingyu, you better pray I die today. Otherwise, as long as I get back up, I will never let you go."

Unfortunately, before he could catch me, I was diagnosed with leukemia.

The day I got engaged, Lu Siyan left the country.

The following year, when the Xu family was on the brink of collapse due to Lu's relentless attacks, I received an international remittance of three billion under the name of .

There was only one message on it:

[You couldn't even wait a year.]