I have made many movies in my life.

But I have never developed feelings for any of my co-stars.

I have only fallen in love twice.

Once for Lu Mingsheng.

Once for Shen Yan.

Just two times, but I failed miserably in both.

They treated me like dirt, discarded me like old shoes.

Yet they still treated me like a dog, thinking that by throwing a bone, I would wag my tail and come back.

Forgive and forget.

But I am a person.

Su Ling is a person, with flesh, blood, and emotions.

How could I keep falling in love repeatedly?

After Lu Mingsheng left, I stopped trusting anyone.

Shen Yan couldn't reach me either.

After he called me, I immediately went to the airport.

I bought the next available flight, just wanting to leave this city, anywhere would do.

I embarked on the journey alone.

I have seen the snow in the northwest, heard the rain in the south.

The wind and snow follow behind me, so I can't be considered lonely.

Sometimes, at night, I think of that gentle smile.

Sometimes, I look for the shadow of our love in postcards from various places.

In a small town, I saw a young couple strolling in the rain as they passed by me.

I heard the girl ask, "Why didn't you come to pick me up when it rained? Have you changed your mind?"

The boy laughed, "How could I? I just want you to get used to days without me, to take care of yourself. I have to go on a business trip for a month. If I don't train you now, how can I leave you alone with peace of mind?"

Girl: "Haha, but you still came to pick me up."

"I can't bear to see you suffer."

I can't bear to see you suffer.

The celadon teacup in my hand fell to the ground, shattering everywhere.

So that's how it is!