Actually.

During the first month after I married Shen Yan.

When he was still acting like a decent person, I did consider forgetting about my childhood sweetheart and living a good life with Shen Yan.

After all, at that time, he would defend me in front of the media, and when I was being bullied by people from the same film crew, he would use a substantial amount of money to support me, letting everyone know that I had a powerful background.

He would also say good morning to me in the early morning and be affectionate with me at night.

We were just an ordinary newlywed couple, living a simple yet happy life.

After all, what I had always longed for was just a peaceful and stable home.

When our feelings deepened, Shen Yan whispered in my ear with a hoarse voice, "Ling Ling, do you think it will be a boy or a girl?"

I blushed but replied earnestly, "Either is fine."

Just when I naively thought that Shen Yan truly cared for me and I should reciprocate sincerely.

Xu Qin Qin barged into our lives.

That day when I returned to the villa, I saw the embarrassed look on the maid's face.

Then, at the entrance of our bridal chamber, I heard ambiguous gasps coming from inside.

"So... what about Su Ling?"

"What's there to fear, I don't like her anyway, just sleeping with her for fun."

My body tensed instantly.

All the blood in my body surged.

I couldn't believe it... how could I believe it!

All this time, what I thought was genuine turned out to be all fake!

Shen Yan, you were so close, so close to making me like you.

It was you who pushed me away.

They shamelessly displayed their affection in front of me, even openly showing it to the media.

Under the spotlight, he held Xu Qin Qin's waist, smiling relaxedly at the reporters.

"Su Ling is just a plaything, the only person I truly love is Qin Qin."

"Why should I care about Su Ling's feelings, adults take what they need, I took her, and she enjoyed all the resources of my Shen family."

The media asked, "So the award-winning actress has become a kept woman?"

Someone nearby said, "She's a lapdog."

Everyone burst into laughter.

Later, when I reappeared in public.

I used all my acting skills to play the perfect role of Mrs. Shen for the rest of my life.

From then on, I never hoped to receive even a trace of sincerity from Shen Yan.

Since he once said it was just a game for adults, taking what they need.

Then why is he now acting like a madman, refusing to divorce me?