My mom said she regrets it.

It is said that on New Year's Eve, she was alone at home, not in the mood to watch the Spring Festival Gala, went to bed early, and secretly cried in bed.

Being broad-minded, I took advantage of the Qingming holiday to go home.

Heading south, gradually the plains are vast, with beautiful spring scenery.

Things have changed.

In the past, I always went home with Song Liang.

We became close because he, a fellow villager and senior, took the initiative to teach me how to buy tickets.

There were no direct tickets home, so we extended the journey and often found seats available on the train I wanted to take.

Buying a ticket to the final destination, spending a little extra money, was much more convenient than transferring.

Senior was warm and reliable. Coming from a small town to Beijing, I felt particularly secure.

I accepted his confession of love.

From then on, my eyes and heart only had room for him.

During our relationship, he often patted my head, praised my innocence and cuteness, and I was very happy.

Now thinking back, I just feel embarrassed.

Perhaps in this world, there are no men who can guarantee they won't change their hearts.

Fortunately, I am not a traditional woman, I don't need to rely my lifelong happiness on a man's conscience.

Having received higher education, being able to support myself, I should stand firm and be able to live independently at any time.