I hate you, I wish I could kill you.

But I pretend to be ignorant, pretending to fall into your game trap.

You and Xue Ze enjoy playing with me. You secretly drug me, do disgusting things next to me while I'm asleep.

You find it exciting, laughing at my stupidity together.

In your eyes, I am simple and stupid, but also pitifully beautiful.

I know you lacked parental love since childhood, you have no sense of security.

So I provide you with security, I cook delicious food for you.

When you talk endlessly about breaking up other families, teasing other people's wives, I will turn your face and tell you, Yinyin, you're not really bad at heart, don't do this.

You ask me, sister, why do your eyes always look sad?

I say I have nothing left, only Xue Ze, this unfaithful husband, and you, my best friend.

While you play with me, it seems like you are gradually starting to care about me.

You ask me what I want?

I say I like singing, I want everyone to hear my voice.

So, you encourage me to participate in a singing competition, you even pay for it.

I don't feel embarrassed, this is what you owe me.

Perhaps you haven't realized it yourself, ever since you started teasing me, you haven't looked for other men.

You have to call me at least five times a day.

When I had a bad cold and went to the hospital alone, I turned off my phone on purpose, pretending to be missing.

You were angry and anxious, scolded Xue Ze, and forced him to find me.

When I turned on my phone, I saw over fifty missed calls, hundreds of messages. You asked where I was, if I had an accident, you started to worry, thinking if you did something wrong to make me angry.

Seeing all this, I only replied to you with "I'm sick, getting IV at the hospital."

You rushed over, hugged me, and cried.

In Iceland, you confessed to me, kissed me.

Really, I felt disgusted.

It has always been you playing with others, now I'm weaving a web to play with you.