At this moment, as a bystander, I watched myself stepping into the university campus.

I gathered courage to introduce myself, "Hello everyone, my name is Yang Mian, this year..."

"Yang Mian? Cotton sheep hahaha, such a cute name."

A classmate interrupted me, I pursed my lips feeling a bit embarrassed, and saw his name written on his notebook: Wang Shi.

Fortunately, no one continued discussing this matter.

I considered it as a small episode in life.

I have a pair of beautiful eyes, a gift from my mother.

People in the dormitory like to discuss my figure, which makes me feel uncomfortable.

I have a slightly different from ordinary people, I cannot establish friendly relationships with others. People can easily make friends, but I have no obsession with such relationships. I am not bad at speaking, just simply do not like talking.

They call me: "Wooden lump, or dumb sheep."

There is a prominent figure in the school, her name is Yin Jiajia.

She is very wealthy, perhaps God does not want people to be too perfect, so she has had a heart disease since birth.

She is adored and cared for, but I feel unrelated to this, so I have never spoken to her proactively.

As time went on, even I realized that I was being isolated.

I went to the teacher to inquire about how to solve this problem.

He said, "Bullying only exists in high school, how could there be in university? Also, classmate Yin Jiajia is not well, do not say something to upset her."

I lightly said, "Where there are people gathered, there will be oppression and struggle."

I know the horror of emotional abuse well, soon, my reputation in school plummeted.

Everyone had a fixed impression of me: a female college student who was kept by someone, a lowly person, pretending to be high and mighty.

After being thrown away my underwear for the fiftieth time, being called a cheap slut, having photos exposed, having my hometown address and family relationships exposed, I finally couldn't take it anymore.

I wanted to seek help, and Wang Shi found me.

He said, "You can't afford to offend Yin Jiajia, I can help you."

"All you can do is please her."

Finally, he said again, "You have a good figure."

After Wang Shi took me to Yin Jiajia's party, the gossip and rumors indeed decreased, but Yin Jiajia never showed up. Instead, a girl named Qiu Ning appeared in my sight multiple times.

She praised, "You are so pretty, I'm going to use your face as a plastic surgery template in the future."

When I first saw Yin Jiajia, I found out that her health was not very good, and a boy named Chen Dong always followed her.

I have never been a strong person.

Wang Shi's intentions were not pure, I should have known earlier.

He drugged me after a party and forced me to have a physical relationship with him.

Afterwards, he insisted that he took protective measures and kept expressing his infatuation for me.

Soon after, I began to show symptoms of pregnancy.

After going to the hospital, it was confirmed that I was four months pregnant. I planned to have an abortion, which Wang Shi found out about. He comforted me on one hand, but on the other hand, along with Yin Jiajia and others, trapped me on Wanzhou Island.

They claimed to be my saviors, condemning me, "If it weren't for us, you would have been drowned in spit."

"If it weren't for us, you wouldn't have any friends."

"Aren't you very arrogant? Why pretend to be so pitiful for everyone to see?"

"Yang Mian, the child must be kept, after all, it's my seed, hmph."

Tears streamed down my face, I didn't know what methods they used, nobody came to rescue me, nobody came to find me.

Five months later, I gave birth to a child.

Wang Shi would come to Wanzhou Island regularly to see me, the expected due date would be next month, I forcibly made myself fall to give birth prematurely.

Dragging my tired body, I placed the child on a melon-selling cart.

Live however you want, the farther you go, the better.