【Li Zhiyue's Last Narration】

Meeting Gu Run was the luckiest thing in my life.

He helped me when I was in the most difficult times, and then he took care of me in every possible way.

I knew he liked me, but I didn't dare to agree. I had such a complicated family background, being with me would only drag him down.

That day my mom called me again and said my younger brother was going to get married, and they needed a dowry of 200,000.

I send 5,000 to my family every month, and now they are asking for 200,000. I was really fed up.

That day I thought for a long time and decided to resist them one more time. If they played dirty this time, I would be even dirtier.

I am no longer the easily manipulated Li Zhaodi.

So I told Gu Run that after I settled the family matter, I would be with him.

He was happy and wanted to send me back, but I refused.

The issue with my family was the ugliest part of me, and I didn't want him to see that.

Since I didn't drive, I hailed a taxi back to my hometown.

Li Fuyou saw me return empty-handed and sneered, saying, "You remembered to come back. Did you bring back the money?"

I took out 20,000 yuan and threw it on the table, "This is all I have. I send money to the family every month, and I have no more."

They insisted on 200,000, but I didn't agree.

I never expected that my father would immediately knock me unconscious with a bat.

I hadn't even had a chance to use all my preparations before falling into darkness.

It turned out that Li Fuyou had gone gambling again and couldn't pay up, so the people he owed money to threatened him to pay up that day.

Compared to the money I sent home every month, the gambling debt he owed was just a drop in the bucket.

They had already planned that if I didn't bring the money back that day, they would sell me off immediately.

The next time I woke up was in Zhang Mazis's house.

My phone had been confiscated, and he tied me to the bed, claiming I was his wife.

I resisted with all my might, but he slapped me repeatedly, telling me to behave.

I gave in and said, "How much did my parents ask for? I will give you double."

He slapped me again, "You are already my woman, what's yours is mine. If you have money, give it all to me."

I didn't even think about despair or trying to threaten him with the police.

Instead, I received violence and violation.

I couldn't stop him. When that foul mouth approached me, I wanted to die immediately!

But I couldn't. I thought Gu Run would surely realize something was wrong and come to save me.

Zhang Mazi imprisoned me in a dark basement, chained me with iron, and only gave me three meals a day.

No showers, no change of clothes, nowhere to even use the bathroom...

That was the darkest moment of my life. Besides being humiliated, I couldn't see any light.

I no longer hoped for Gu Run to save me. I was no longer worthy of him, nor did I deserve a future.

I really wanted to die at that moment, but I didn't even have a chance to smash my head against the wall.

Later, I realized that even though it felt like a long time, it was only a few days. I began to beg Zhang Mazi and started to cooperate.

But I didn't gain my freedom. Instead, he took many indecent photos of me.

Forcing me to look at them, he said, "You thought you had integrity! You think I don't know what you city people are thinking, that you will escape and report me to the police. Let me tell you, obediently stay with me, serve me, and forget about escaping!"

That day, he brought two buckets of water to bathe me, then humiliated me again.

I really wanted to die!!

Why won't you let me die!!

Later, I don't even know how much time had passed. Gu Run came.

He came to save me.

But Gu Run, you came too late. I don't want to live anymore.

I saw him with red eyes, ready to kill Zhang Mazi, but then he suddenly came to his senses.

I can die, but Gu Run can't. I can't burden him.

So I hugged him and asked Zhang Mazi to destroy all the photos before taking me away.

I thought about reporting to the police, but how many years would Zhang Mazi get?

By then, bearing the name of a rape victim, where could I find peace?

More importantly, even if Zhang Mazi went to prison, did I have to wait for him to get out before seeking revenge?

Every day, I secretly planned to kill Zhang Mazi and his whole family.

I knew I was going crazy!

Gu Run wasn't crazy; he stayed by my side and told me that if I wanted revenge, I should take him with me.

He was Gu Run, the person I least wanted to involve in this world.

I am corrupted, but he is not.

He has a bright future; he cannot become a murderer.

He said to me, "A woman's purity is never under her clothes."

"The crimes committed by the perpetrator should not be borne by the victim. Let's call the police, Zhuyue. Let's start over. Nice to meet you, I'm Gu Run."

I rekindled hope.

I still didn't call the police. I didn't want Gu Run to be affected by this incident in the future; this loss was mine to bear.

But my letting go did not bring stability; Zhang Mazi died.

Li Fuyou somehow found the photos that Zhang Mazi had taken of me and started threatening me constantly!

He wanted 2 million!!!

If I didn't give it to him, he would upload the photos online.

Why! Why couldn't these people stand to see me even slightly happy!

They had to keep dragging me down.

At that moment, I understood that as long as they were around, I would never be able to find happiness.

So, I began to find ways to buy poison, to plan, to kill them unnoticed!

Everything went smoothly; I succeeded. As long as I went back, worst case, I would face an investigation, but almost no one would be able to find loopholes.

However, that night, Gu Run and I made the same choice. The moment he answered the phone, I knew his intention.

He would do something, and he must have guessed what I had done.

Since he knew, I might as well surrender.

I absolutely could not affect his future.

He didn't know my exact plan; he might do something foolish.

Whether hiding me later or even taking the blame for me, I believed he would do it. But those were things I couldn't allow, I had no choice.

So I turned the car around and went to the police station.