I can't blame her for being wrong. This world is already more demanding towards women.

But when I had a fever and the nanny was watching TV, when I wanted to take a bite of meat but the nanny slapped me and put the meat in her own child's bowl, when I tried to complain but she hung up and said she didn't want to hear my voice, it's inevitable to feel resentment.

In fact, she could have chosen not to give birth to me.

I don't really cherish this life.

In my memory, the first time I truly saw her was when Shen Ci's mother got divorced. She was a strong woman, starting her own business with Shen Ci and making a name for herself. She moved to the villa area where I lived.

She and my mother were old friends. On the first day she moved, she came to see me and discovered me trapped in a small gap in the cloakroom because I had stolen a bottle of drink.

At that time, I had already been trapped for three days, with a fever of 39 degrees, gradually losing consciousness.

My clothes were tattered, and I looked like a beggar.

Clearly, I lived in my own house, and the closet was full of clothes.

She was furious and took me to the hospital. The doctor said I was malnourished and had delayed intellectual development. She had a big fight with my mother, and my parents came back the next day.

They arrived in a disheveled state and burst into tears when they saw me. I sat stupidly on the bed and couldn't even say "mom and dad."

But they still left.

Because they couldn't afford to take care of a little fool like me.

And my mother said, since I was not close to her anyway, it would be too tiring to cultivate a relationship in the future.

"Yuer, you don't know how wonderful the outside world is."

Mother held Shen Ci's mother's hand with excitement on her face. She talked about dolphins leaping out of the sea in Madagascar, the evening sun enveloping the Alps in Switzerland, the Danube River at night in Budapest, the moonlight in Luxembourg, and the chocolate factories in Belgium.

She remembered so many things, but couldn't even remember my birthday.

Finally, she gave me a little bit of pitying gaze and then grabbed Shen Ci's mother's hand, begging, "Yuer, please help me. This child is already useless, so just keep him by your side. Don't you want to enter the foreign trade industry? Our family's old Gu happens to be in this field, and he can invest in you!"

That's how my mother used money to silence Shen Ci's mother and boarded the plane to Greece that night in silence.

But compared to that nanny, Shen Ci's mother was really good to me.

After being discharged from the hospital, she personally cooked a braised pork for me. Seeing me eat eagerly, she wiped her tears and said, "Nian Nian, don't blame me. Shen Ci and I will take good care of you in the future."

Actually, I know that my parents didn't want me, so I can't blame anyone.

I can't even condemn my mother's thoughts, otherwise, it would be like binding her.

So, I can only bear it alone.

Fortunately, I still have Shen Ci.